Raving Mad

I just..... I can't stand it. I freakin can't stand it. What, you may ask? Heh.... how bout.... ugh.....

Screw it.

Freakin screw it. I'm sooo tired of all this crap. Won't they just SHUT UP?!?!?! And ya know.... I HATE it when people take EVERYTHING personally. I freakin hate it. I can't stand being around people like that. I mean... FREAKIN get a clue. HOW SELF INVOLVED DO YOU HAVE TO BE?!?!?!?

GRRRRR.... heh..... I sound like a freakin moron.

It's funny to think this day started out so great.

And ya know.... I'm sick of people saying that I'm not crazy.... cause I am. Simple as that. I've accepted it. Why can't they? I am. I lose sight of reality quite often... I think that's insanity, don't you? *cynical grin*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! I just need to scream, but no, I can't scream, cause I'm peaceful Shelly, YEAH that's who I am, that's FREAKIN WHAT THEY MADE ME INTO. he he he he..... hooo.... HOORAY!!! I'm the good one. Remember? I'm the good one. I'm the quiet one that doesn't make any trouble. Troubles bad, but I'm not bad, I'm good, I'm good, I'm freakin evil.

heh.... yup.... yup.... pretty screwed up today..... pretty screwed..... up, that is..... heh...... even my humor sucks.

So...... I suppose I'll shut up, huh? Cause that's what they want me to do. No talk about problems... cause there aren't any, right? There aren't any problems, everything is perfect. Ha. Even I can see that there are problems. So screw it.



Just.... screw it.