Been a while

Bahhh....... know what? Life as we know it is dull. What's the point? I'm truly curious. It's a test, eh? That's what I'm taught in Sunday school. Well..... I personally don't feel too badly about failing tests, such as the one I failed in math. Ha..... 33. Nice, eh?

I'm so sick of talk of 'love.' It just pisses me off. It's so retarded. I maintain the view that we only love the idea we have of an individual, not they themselves.

I've decided I'm not getting married. I don't want kids. I don't do well with a dog peeing on me, so how am I gonna handle a kid peeing on me? So..... that's my stance. No marraige, no kids, hopefully die early. Drop the whole religious thing. Cause I don't really care anymore. The illness of depression has gotten to me I suppose. No hope, no caring. I don't really care whether I live or die. I figure.... whatever happens, happens. Eternity in the Telestial Kingdom? Meh.... I'd be miserable either way. Always just here, so..... meh, it'll supposedly be better than life on earth. No faith in self.


Anywho, I suppose I'll go eat now since all I've had today was graham crackers.