Up up and away

It's 5 am. Nope, never went to bed. Thought about it. Just wasn't tired. Can't see straight, but I'm not tired. Got a migraine..... what is it...... 4? 6 days running? I don't really know anymore. Sunday night..... dreamt all night about my parents getting divorced. Monday night..... dreamt all night about my family leaving me. No. That's not why I'm awake. I'm just awake. Sometimes I get tired of sleeping. "Isn't it ironic? Don't you think? A little too ironic, and yeah I really do think...."
My jaw kinda clenchs on it's own. F..... forgot my meds..... let's see..... which lucky drink will it be from..... only.... heh...... 6 hours late.
But like..... I won't even notice and all of a sudden my jaw hurts. Started last night actually.
Tomorrow I'll take ambien again. About time I get some sleep. Maybe I ought to take some xanax..... haven't had that for like.... week and a half I think. It's my dad's day off..... today..... suck.

I'm tired..... but not physically..... more emotionally.... like, I can feel it in my eyes.... but that could be the migraine. Can't really distinguish each...... I'm just gonna trail off there. That's enough.